I have this old friend. Her name is Ashleigh. She is the cousin of the guy I lost my virginity to. I have lost touch with her, but I really would like her to be in my life. I miss her and our talks and how we used to talk about just everything. Well I have to make this decision, about letting her back into my life. But now it isn't just back into my life. It is into the life of my son. And the life of my daughter. And the life of my Jon :). Thing is she is using. I am not sure what she is using, but I know she is. She can deny it all she wants, but she forgets that we talk to the same people. I am good friends with her sister. I am just, I don't know, worried that she will never recover. Even after having to be clean while locked up, but if she keeps going out with the same guy that got her hooked this is going be a down hill fall into a pit of ugly. I miss her. And I want her to be in our lives but I just don't know how to let her go or let her in. ADVICE!
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