Today Jon and I woke up at around 12ish and went to my mom's to pick up Gracie. We stayed there for a while. Then we left, got home and loaded the car with laundry, went to Walmart for fabric softener and laundry soap, and then headed to the mall to do some shopping. I was having a really good day until we got home and then Jon turned on his stupid video games and now every other word out of his mouth is "FUCK" or "GOD DAMMIT". I am so sick of that game. I wish I could just throw it off then balcony and let it be done. Gracie wants attention from him, which is no surprise since we just got her back from Tori, but all he cares about is that game. Every free second he has revolves around that game. I asked him to watch a movie with me once and he said he only cared about the game right now. I ask him to change a diaper, his daughter's diaper, and he says "Baby can you do it I'm kinda busy." I miss the time when he actually cared about something other than a video game. Maybe when this baby comes he will realize that there are more important things in life than a game that will only take your entertainment so far. Of course he leaves it up to me to keep our place clean and Gracie changed and fed. I remember one night that I was so mad at him I just went in our room and shut the door. Gracie kept crying ad wanted attention, he just ignored her. I am so tired of being the one to take care of her, I mean I love her to death but there has to be a point in time when he realizes I am not going to do this on my own. If he is like this when the baby comes I know I won't be able to stay with him. I refuse to take care of two babies on my own, especially when their dad is here and perfectly capable of helping. Am I wrong for being this way?
No. Absolutely not.
ReplyDeletecheck this out. your not alone.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJVBsUX-zCM
maybe she over reacted, but it is super funny.
That video made my night so much better. I have actually had dreams of throwing Jon's XBOX off our balcony and just watching the look on his face. Mean maybe but really he needs to do more with his daughter and me. The sad thing is I have to keep the internet because my college classes are all online except one for math. So no way out of the internet mix. I could stick his Black Ops game in the microwave and watch it explode that sounds fun.
ReplyDeleteno, don't do that. that game is too good to waste it on something like that. (it won't explode, it will just melt, making a big mess, and more work for you since he will be too mad to help clean it up). Just steal it and sell it for stuff for the baby!
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