Still no baby boy to report. He is being very complicated. But when he gets here I will make sure I post pictures and let you all know.
Jon has to work the closing shift tomorrow at work, so that means I have to be the one that Tori drops GraceLynn off too. The thing is I already know she won't do that. It is in the court order that she has to release GraceLynn to me, my mom, or Jon. And I just know she isn't going to follow what the judge said. I know the judge takes pitty on her and looks at her like oh you poor thing none of your baby daddies stuck around. But you see Jon is a good father, though he can be obsessive over video games sometimes. He is still a great dad. I have read all of the crap that Tori talks about him on myspace. I don't see why she has to stoop so low as to call Jon an unfit father. He doesn't have to use his child to take care of himself. He got a job and is making it in society. Tori had a job..once..and she quit because she got pregnant. How Lame!
I guess I am just frustrated because she seems to get what she wants and Jon and I get stuck following the court orders while she defies them all and still gets her way. I hate having custody at 50/50 its so ridiculous. We have seen her around town and she has her new baby and her older son, but because we let GraceLynn be so independent and choose things and wonder around and explore Tori can't handle her. So why can she never take Gracie in public? Because she can not handle an independent one year old. I can and I love how curious she is. She gets to learn and grow and laugh and have fun. So why can't Tori step up and be a mother to her. I am and I am better for it, she has taught me just like I have taught her. Before we got custody of her she couldn't walk or even crawl. Now she is zooming everywhere and she runs and climbs and well I think she might play soft ball because she has one good arm.
I miss her. I am so happy I get her back tomorrow. I know this will sound childish but I can't wait to see the look on Tori's face when Gracie starts getting all happy and excited when I open the door and not Jon. She is going to pee herself...or just get really mad. In fact I hope she messes up because at the last court hearing the judge said if she messes up one more time she is going to loose everything. It's bad enough she has the DA going after her for multiple counts of fraud. This chick doesn't even have a license and she so does not follow that rule.
Oh super funny..or at least I think so. We never see Tori actually walking, we see her in stores and at parks..without Gracie..but never out walking. These last few days, since she lives so close to my mothers, we have seen her walking, but not just her...her mother too. And neither of them EVER walk they drive everywhere. I wonder what happened. The brother has even been riding a bike around instead of driving his truck..how weird. He works at a place where he has to drive..I find it funny that none of them have been seen driving.
Well I am off to bed. More of my crazy life to come. I just need to try to remember to let my thoughts out..I forget easy.
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